ahhh kismet
cutest thing i’ve ever seen <3

cutest thing i’ve ever seen <3

dearest ceaser :)

Dear Julius Eugene Cagle,

You were oh so thirsty to have me blog how about i feel about you and i really don’t understand why… I mean it’s not like you don’t already know every single thing i think and do… that’s what it feels like anyways… you are truly my other half, my best friend, my life partner, the one who knows me best, my lover, my guider… basically my everything. God made you for me I’m sure… In fact I have never felt so certain about any one thing in my life as i do about that. I have no clue what i’m going to do without you… you have helped me grow into the woman i am today by always accepting me as i am and loving you regardless of anything else. I cannot imagine life without you. When I look at you i see me and by saying goodbye to you i feel as if i am saying goodbye to a vital part of me. I honestly don’t know what our future holds and whether we end up together or not I want you to know that i will never love somebody as much as i love you… I will never be to someone else who i was to you because no one can ever be to me who you are to me… to put it simply no one can replace you… why ? because no one is as respectful, sweet, smart, brave, loving, tender, patient, understanding, ambitious, passionate, thoughtful, creative, strong, sensitive, and unique as you… no one will be able to make me laugh as often as you do and no one will be able to love me as unconditional as you… that’s what our love is… unconditional… i truly believe that our feelings for one another will never change no matter the time that passes… i fee as if that unconditional love feeds into the security / trust we have… i trust that you will never want another person as much as you want me… and i believe you trust and believe the same… at least i hope you do because it’s definitely true… you changed my definition of love by simply opening my heart to the warmth and love of friendship… i think that’s why our bond is so tight… you are truly my best friend… i tell you everything… when i’m angry, or mad, or frustrated you are always the first person i call… when i’m joyful and happy you are still the first person i call… when i’m in a crisis and i have no clue what to do it’s almost a reflex a natural instinct to call you for advice… i don’t have to edit myself or tip toe around the details when i’m explaining how i feel to you… you automatically understand…. you make it okay for me to be me… you’re always there to listen, there to cheer me on and encourage me, there to chide or treat me when i’m doing something i have no business doing… you are always a shoulder to cry on or there to cheer me up whenever i need it… i can only hope that i give you half of what you give me every single day… before i met you i don’t think i really believed in love or the concept of marriage… now i am happy to say that i am completely, dangerously head over heels in love with you and i dream of marry you every single night… it’s almost like a fantasy… having somebody like you want to build a future with me… sometimes i wonder why am i so lucky… what did i possibly do to deserve you ? i never come to an answer… i’m getting too emotional sooo i’m going to wrap this little shin dig up… everything i’ve said comes down to one major fact… so to put it simply… I LOVE YOU… and that love will never change…

signed,

 your babymama :)